shocking and terrifying things happening around me.. and they are all unpredictable and unstoppable..
firstly, family politics.. not the drama kind where the whole family are quarreling and fighting over inheritance.. but it's the matter of a pair of children together with their mother not taking proper care of the head of the family, their father, her husband, their closest family member..
and then not only that.. they discredited all the other family members who took proper care of their dearest family member by scolding them meddlesome?? is that a right thing to do??
and that man is my uncle.. my biggest uncle - the first male of the family.. in my eyes, he was a strict but jovial man. He would crack jokes upon seeing my grandmother and my aunties.. but when he meant business, not even a fly dare to fool with him..
at the start of the year, he was entered to hospital because of some virus that would "eat/decompose" human flesh.. and from the day he entered hospital, i hardly get to see my father.. cuz he would go to the hospital early in the morning, go for work in the afternoon, and then stay in the hospital till the wee hours.. This applies to all my other aunties and uncles.. they even forgo their weekend mahjong sessions at my house.. (my house was super quiet as a result) and my third auntie spends a lot of time and money cooking food, tonics for my uncle to eat.. all the ginseng, bird nest and stuff like that.. really a lot of money.. when i went to visit my uncle, his leg was put into a cast and he was quite restricted to his actions as a result.. (it was the leg that got inflammed) and crowding around him were 7 or 8 people excluding me and my sister.. and it was already like 12 am!! still so much people at such a late timing shows the way how my uncles and aunties were concerned over him..
anyone would be touched by this right?? but my cousins (1 girl and 1 boy.. both were over 20 years old) weren't.. they even slammed the table and scolded all these aunties and uncles, who painstakingly spend time and effort to look after their father, kaypoks?!?! and during the 2 times i visited my uncle, i didn't even see one of my cousin there.. and from what i have heard, they were even away on a holiday to genting leaving my uncle all alone in the house on chinese new year.. (he was in and out of hospital) and when he has visitors, he has to climb out of bed to his wheelchair and open the door for them all by himself?? thats just terrible.. there are a lot more stuff that i can say but seriously, i don't have the heart to type anymore..
he's your father for your goodness sake.. how can you forget about him?? it's alright that you don't take care of him but do not discredit others who take care of him?? especially when they are all your elders!!
i've always thought that our family was warm enough.. but this shows me that i'm wrong.. i've always respected all elders and cousins older than me.. i thought everyone in the family does the same too.. but what more can i say..
secondly, my grandfather's brother's wife (mother's side) passed away yesterday morning.. she passed away while sleeping.. it may sound very far away from me and not even my business.. but our families are really quite close.. she's just like my grandmother.. she's good at cooking, she's good at a lot and a lot of things..
and when my mother broke the news to me, i was like why?? it's all so sudden. my mother told me that the day before, they had gone to the hospital for check-up and everything was okay.. but the next day, she couldn't wake up.. maybe that's the best way to pass away.. i really felt like crying but swallowed back all the tears as i really didn't want my mother to see me crying.. so i only cried now..
thirdly, another death of somebody of somebody important to me..and so i cried again.. but i hope that somebody remains strong and cheerful.. remember, you are the best!!
脆弱人生的泪水似乎不代表着什么..
但希望这流下的眼泪能终究照出彩虹..
♥blurzgal♥12:27 AM
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