shocking and terrifying things happening around me.. and they are all unpredictable and unstoppable..
firstly, family politics.. not the drama kind where the whole family are quarreling and fighting over inheritance.. but it's the matter of a pair of children together with their mother not taking proper care of the head of the family, their father, her husband, their closest family member..
and then not only that.. they discredited all the other family members who took proper care of their dearest family member by scolding them meddlesome?? is that a right thing to do??
and that man is my uncle.. my biggest uncle - the first male of the family.. in my eyes, he was a strict but jovial man. He would crack jokes upon seeing my grandmother and my aunties.. but when he meant business, not even a fly dare to fool with him..
at the start of the year, he was entered to hospital because of some virus that would "eat/decompose" human flesh.. and from the day he entered hospital, i hardly get to see my father.. cuz he would go to the hospital early in the morning, go for work in the afternoon, and then stay in the hospital till the wee hours.. This applies to all my other aunties and uncles.. they even forgo their weekend mahjong sessions at my house.. (my house was super quiet as a result) and my third auntie spends a lot of time and money cooking food, tonics for my uncle to eat.. all the ginseng, bird nest and stuff like that.. really a lot of money.. when i went to visit my uncle, his leg was put into a cast and he was quite restricted to his actions as a result.. (it was the leg that got inflammed) and crowding around him were 7 or 8 people excluding me and my sister.. and it was already like 12 am!! still so much people at such a late timing shows the way how my uncles and aunties were concerned over him..
anyone would be touched by this right?? but my cousins (1 girl and 1 boy.. both were over 20 years old) weren't.. they even slammed the table and scolded all these aunties and uncles, who painstakingly spend time and effort to look after their father, kaypoks?!?! and during the 2 times i visited my uncle, i didn't even see one of my cousin there.. and from what i have heard, they were even away on a holiday to genting leaving my uncle all alone in the house on chinese new year.. (he was in and out of hospital) and when he has visitors, he has to climb out of bed to his wheelchair and open the door for them all by himself?? thats just terrible.. there are a lot more stuff that i can say but seriously, i don't have the heart to type anymore..
he's your father for your goodness sake.. how can you forget about him?? it's alright that you don't take care of him but do not discredit others who take care of him?? especially when they are all your elders!!
i've always thought that our family was warm enough.. but this shows me that i'm wrong.. i've always respected all elders and cousins older than me.. i thought everyone in the family does the same too.. but what more can i say..
secondly, my grandfather's brother's wife (mother's side) passed away yesterday morning.. she passed away while sleeping.. it may sound very far away from me and not even my business.. but our families are really quite close.. she's just like my grandmother.. she's good at cooking, she's good at a lot and a lot of things..
and when my mother broke the news to me, i was like why?? it's all so sudden. my mother told me that the day before, they had gone to the hospital for check-up and everything was okay.. but the next day, she couldn't wake up.. maybe that's the best way to pass away.. i really felt like crying but swallowed back all the tears as i really didn't want my mother to see me crying.. so i only cried now..
thirdly, another death of somebody of somebody important to me..and so i cried again.. but i hope that somebody remains strong and cheerful.. remember, you are the best!!
wang ren fu and wang shao wei are coming to singapore to be the judges for the 唯我独尊 competition!! omg!! i'm now super super happy!! ahaha.. no words can be used to describe how i'm feeling now.. a bit sad that not the whole 5566 coming.. but wang ren fu is here jiu hao le.. but they having performance sia.. hope it's still okay lah.. maybe they will be dancing?? because the items that the contestants will be performing are dances??and the singing part can just leave to wu deng hui.. aha.. no matter what, i'm still DAMN HAPPY!!
think mediacorp really like 5566 a lot..all the events also invite them.. maybe they have the effect that mediacorp wants.. and that's very good!! ahaha.. feel like shouting out now but my ah ma will think i'm crazy.. so better don't..
everyone!! please tune in to channel U on the 15th of june, this Sunday, at 7.30pm for the finals of 唯我独尊!! (it'll also be my first time watching this show.. aha..)
I'M HAPPY!!
♥blurzgal♥3:24 PM
omg.. having serious headache now.. must be my sis concert.. it was a ermm super draggy concert which made my head spins even before its interval.. and there was this choir alumni singing wu yue tian.. their high notes really can kill me.. i almost didn't cover my ears with my hands.. terrible.. haha.. but other than the high notes it was really okay lah.. still can reach..
and my sis co was okay..except that vry few ppl and erhu ying bu zhun and er hu got one guy wearing white socks.. haha..
and i saw wen jun there.. super surprised man.. he was supporting his frens there.. and his frens were the girls singing the wu yue tian.. aha..
oh yeah.. so i still have done nothing at all.. of course except for my SSM proj!! M&V WAN SHUI!!
so after the concert, i watched wan quan yu le as usual.. thought today was just as bo liao as other days but found something CUTE!!
they super cute right?? omg.. if only my another half was exactly as wang ren fu.. but it is impossible.. aha.. and wang ren fu wear specs super cute lah.. omg.. omg.. omg.. CUTE!!
okay lah.. have to do something like watching videos later.. haha..
♥blurzgal♥1:52 AM
Monday, June 9, 2008
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omg.. i'm so dumb.. but whatever lah.. so now jia ying is in some island on a beach building sandcastles while sheena is in taiwan watching television in her hotel room.. and i'm in my house blogging and helping firefox to enter the Guinness World Record.. dumb dumb dumb..
and it's been a week of holidays.. and seriously i have done nothing at all.. okay lah.. i did some stuff like having a E2 class gathering where only 18 people turned up instead of 25.. project meetings and erm a family gathering.. but not work.. not at all..
nonono.. i must think of all the MST and all the various projects!!
oh yah.. speaking of projects and MST, i made a nightmare yesterday.. dreamt that when i got back my result slip, all my modules got Cs.. damn kong bu.. i really got frightened by it.. den i also dreamt that jia ying got all As.. weird right.. why would i dream of jia ying.. aha..
just called my sister and asked her whether she is eating dinner at home cuz i'm going to buy dinner at the coffeeshop near my house soon.. she said she's at causewaypoint and eating dinner there.. then she asked me to buy a can of coke for her cuz she wan to drink coke when she gets back.. so lame can.. causewaypoint is like so big and she can't buy the can of coke there?? she retorted by saying cuz she wants to drink when she's at home.. but she still can buy when she's returning home?? there's 7-11 everywhere!! seriously, i don't understand her warped reasoning.. if anyone understands, please explain it to me.. haiz..
I WILL STUDY AFTER DINNER!
♥blurzgal♥6:12 PM
Monday, June 2, 2008
just finished watching 命中注定我爱你.. omg.. this episode is really a killer.. 眼泪杀手.. really cried till very kua zhang lor.. from the beginning of the episode jiu cry till the end.. omg..
this is the parts i think i cried the hardest.. especially when xin yi's crying.. think both of them acted quite well.. but that anna cannot make it lah.. wahaha..
chipmunk's version of the theme song.. damn cute.. wahaha.. i'm crazy over this show le!!
♥blurzgal♥2:41 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
omg.. It's so damn damn damn dumb.. I hate the sun!! I hate my skin!!
wondering what am i shouting and screaming about?? It's all because i'm sunburnt. And the reason for being sunburnt?? Sitting under the sun for 1 and a half hours doing nothing.. SO DUMB RIGHT?? i mean if i was like exercising under the sun and got sun burnt it's still okay lah.. but then i was really doing nothing except for talking lah.. dumb dumb dumb..
okay.. so this is a stupid sunday.. hope i will revise seriously for the upcoming MSTs during the holidays.. we still have to meet up for projects during the 3 week break!! quoting from jia ying," holidays aren't holidays!!"
♥blurzgal♥5:48 PM
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