why do i suddenly feel sad? why do i suddenly feel dejected? why do i suddenly feel depressed? why do i suddenly feel miserable? why do i suddenly feel guilty? why do i suddenly feel as if i've killed someone?
♥blurzgal♥3:17 AM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
oh yeah.. have been awake from since 3am.. and that's because i'm extremely tired from yesterday.. slping at 7.30am and then waking up at 10.30 am.. so after the visit to jia ying's house, i slept at 9.30pm after eating my dinner.. and who knows.. myrin actually guessed correctly that i will wake up in the middle of the night.. and i did.. and i couldn't sleep after that.. damn jia lat..
so i saw sheena's message saying that the results were out.. went to check my email and ta..da!! saw the preview of the message.. a bit scared when clicking on the show full message button.. cuz i knew i had not really studied hard enough for this semester.. with all the ponning of lectures & tutorials and not doing of tutorials.. actually i was most afraid of accounts.. cuz i only did the first 2 accounts tutorials for the second semester.. and also, i'm afraid my attendance didn't reached 75%.. (myrin just told me that if attendance didn't reach 75%, i would be barred from examinations.. didn't know of this fact so i was damn scared.. wahaha..) on the whole i didn't expect any good results..
but when i look at my results, i really got stunned man..
it was like OH MY GOD!! thought my eyes had seen wrongly or something like that.. cuz it was nearing 4am already.. the distinction for marketing was really unepxected man.. think OSIM helped me a lot.. wahaha.. also didn't expect "A"s for both accounts and statistics.. cuz for the last tests, i had not done well at all.. done quite badly for itab2 and econs.. haiz.. the itab must be because of the frontpage.. and the econs is definitely because i nv study well enough.. cuz at least the i still had done 2 tutorials for accts.. but for econs, i think only 1 bah.. or even none.. haha.. also i had totally forgotten about the automatic stabilisers for the exam paper.. that costs me 10 marks man.. my participation marks made things worse.. haiz.. but the "C+" for CRS was expected though.. haha.. think i could have done better.. if only i ... ...
so, after regaining my composure, i started to analyse the different module codes.. why can't they just include the names of the modules inside the email?? they just know how to make life difficult for the students only.. wahaha.. (*ps: the above results are after analysing.. haha..)
decided to go back to sleep.. while lying on the bed, i started to think of all possibilities.. maybe the email was sent wrongly.. so decided to wait till the results are posted on SAS before i have any reaction.. and time passes by damn quickly.. in a wink of an eye, it was 6.30 am already.. and i'm still wide awake.. so i decided not to sleep and be awake for the whole day.. haha.. went to buy mac breakfast at 8am..
and then, it was 10.30am!! quickly logged in to SAS and check the results.. and yeah!! the results weren't sent wrongly!! and this time round, they had the names of the modules next to it.. weird isn't it?? wasted my time analysing the code before hand.. wahaha..
and carrie!! you are a super super freak!! HOW CAN YOU GET A GPA OF 3.919!! with 5"A"s and 1 distinction?? i think you definitely live in mars.. you have been deceiving us for the past 11 months.. wahaha..
after getting the results, it made me consider even more seriously whether i should enter university.. but whatever the decision i'm going to make, i really must be serious for year2.. damn serious.. no ponning of lectures (although i think is 100% impossible.. cuz i will be at least pon a lecture or 2) and tutorials.. and making sure all tutorials are done beforehand..
kinda a bit regretted to put marketing as first choice.. think it will be super super stressed.. and it needs a lot of communication with one another.. i think i totally sucks at communicating with people.. i will just slowly fade away.. haha.. of course not close friends.. but acquaintances.. but its damn weird.. cuz i find it perfectly okay while talking to customers while working.. but to those friends who are not really that close, i tend to close myself up.. can somebody tell me why?? haha..
♥blurzgal♥11:30 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
chinese new year is over!! i finally can open up all my red packets and have money for once.. omg!! hope money will keep rolling in.. haha..
so i've watched kung fu dunk with my sister on tuesday.. the movie is average lah.. to me only.. my sister thinks it quite nice..
and on wednesday, i'm supposed to meet with jia ying and sheena.. 2pm @ harbourfront mrt station.. cuz we are watching the 2.25pm juno show at vivo.. also to visit lay ting at thai express and shun bian eat dinner.. but in the end, i woke up at 2.15pm when jia ying called me.. can use 驚醒 to describe man.. totally scared off by wang ren fu's voice.. for the first time.. haha.. and the reason for me being so late was that i slept at 7am in the morning as i had met up with hui ling at sembawang mrt station to collect the watch she had helped me ordered.. kinda abit regretted meeting her at such an early time cuz i forgotted that i had an appointment at 2pm.. actually i felt sleepy at 4am.. but i had to meet with hui ling.. so i tried damn hard to keep myself awake.. (it wasn't that hard.. just adhering to my normal time-table.. ahah..) and while waiting for her, saw fiona and jin chao.. jin chao's face a bit black.. don't know why..
so, we had no choice but to watch the 7.15 show.. it was already 4 when i reached vivocity.. we shopped for a while and then we were bored.. we were all damn hungry.. so we took a bite at banquet.. 3 people sharing a plate of hokkien mee.. haha.. and coincidentally met lay ting and her friend at banquet.. after eating, we went to gv to buy the tickets.. something unexpected happened!! the gv people told us that only the front 2 rows are left.. so in order not to strain our necks, we decided to watch the 9.15 show.. all of a sudden, we have even more time left.. omg..
so after playing some stupid games in challenger, we went to eat at thai express.. suppposed to order the same thing as last time when we went there with everyone else.. but we got 2 items wrong.. rice noodles became tang hooon.. and chicken became stuffed chicken wings.. only the green curry, kang kong and white rice were correct.. haha.. each person paid about $14 for it.. (couldn't remember the actual price.. lol)
spent a bit of time in the toilet.. taking pictures.. haha.. and also, we've discovered something damn damn amazing.. SHEENA'S bag can perform magic!! cuz the handle of the cloth bag holding the pair of jeans she bought was interlinked with the handle of her own bag!! we couldn't seperate the two of them no matter how we twist and turn them.. but at the end, with our wits, we finally seperate the 2 of them.. i tink everyone was staring at us cuz we were laughing damn loud..
and den with nothing to do and still an hour left to the movie, we went to the "pool" at the top of vivo.. we sat on a bench and started discussing about the future.. what is the ideal age to get married, so on and so forth.. but we don't even have the other half.. not to even say get married or something.. and then we were saying that maybe we wouldn't get married at all.. so jia ying said we are really sad.. single and desperate.. haha..
and i had just finished the 16th episode of 欢喜来斗阵.. shao wei had some problems with xiao qiao (they are husband and wife) because of some communication problems.. hai.. de 恶作剧2吻 also.. so maybe remaining single for the rest of the life might not be a really bad idea.. you don't need to change yourself for anyone.. no one needs to change themself for you.. and quarrels won't happen.. and you don't need to report to anyone else when you do anything at any day, any place and any time.. isn't that wonderful?? haha.. okae.. i'm just comforting myself..
so after that desperate talk, we finally went to see our movie.. we reached there exactly at 9.15.. only a step into the theatre, the gv people chased us out.. the reason?? they have yet to clean up the place.. damn stupid lor.. so we waited for another 15 minutes before entering.. don't know whether is fate or what.. we sat in between 2 couples.. not only one.. it was 2.. and then the preview of some ghost story appeared.. at first i saw 余文乐's face.. he was shuai!! but the next moment, sheena or jia ying was saying it's a horror movie.. i immediately use the pack of cheezels to cover my face.. the trailer was super super long lah.. keep hearing people shouting and screaming.. but sheena was laughing.. at me of course.. jia ying also.. cuz they wanted to eat the cheezels but i was holding it to hide my eyes from seeing that disgusted scene.. they were also laughing at the fact that why didn't i use my jacket to cover my eyes instead.. i can only say it was my natural reaction.. ahah..
at 9.30++ the movie finally started.. it had no subtitles!! they were speaking at the speed of lightning, had the american accent and were using jargons.. how you expect three girls who don't really watch english shows to understand at all?? okay lah.. not really that exaggerated.. but there were some parts which i totally don't understand.. so maybe because of this i find it a bit boring.. and i totally don't think it was a nc16 movie.. there were really just a bit of sexual scenes.. a bit.. maybe the only disgusted part was where the group of guys was running in the super short, super thin yellow shorts.. that scene was describing how the private parts of the guys moved while they were running through that shorts.. this was the only scene that deserved the movie to be rated nc 16.. okae enough of the movie..
and then we went home at 11.30.. was damn scared that the last train had already left.. but thankfully, we were just in time.. bought a mac chicken for my mother.. went online and watched videos and finally fall asleep at 6.30am.. haha..
hope i will get to normal before i go for work.. shall be sleeping soon.. and i hope those who are single will find their partners soon!! (including me of course..)
♥blurzgal♥12:25 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
oh yeah.. my internet connection finally got fixed by the singnet people.. so, i can finally blog.. and watch videos of course.. but during the time when i couldn't use the internet, i did not waste my time.. i've finally finished watching 樱野三加一.. and 许孟哲 is damn cute.. wahaha.. the only reason i watched this drama is 许孟哲.. don't know why also.. the drama is quite average i think.. a lot of parts don't really link.. like in the beginning they were studying in high school and wearing uniforms.. but in the later part of the drama, they were studying in university all of a sudden and wearing plain clothes.. but they graduate in 3 months, exactly the same as stated in the beginning of the drama.. wierd isn't it..
went to sheena house ytd.. only me, myrin, lay ting and jia ying went.. i only know why carrie cannot make it as she had to work - selling chingay tickets.. and we met her at simei mrt station!! the world is really so small.. jia ying asked me to help her bring 2 more oranges to sheena's house.. the reason behind was damn stupid.. her maid had peeled finished the oranges for their family to eat and there was none left for visiting.. damn stupid and funny lah.. haha..
for the first 1 hour at her house, we watched the tv and ate bee hoon cooked by sheena's father.. and while sheena's father was giving out the red packets, sheena blurted out that we went to her house solely because of the red packets.. wah piang.. damn paiseh one lah.. didn't know how to react man.. omg.. thinking of it now is still so embarassing.. although my reason for going was the karaoke rather than the red packet but it was still so so soooo paiseh.. lend 食神 vcd to sheena.. also exchanged a t-shirt i've bought which i think i can wear but can't for a 格斗天王 soundtrack which sheena had two exact copies.. aha..
and for the next don't know how many hours, we sang karaoke at sheena's third floor.. at the start no one sang.. then, jia ying and me started choosing those wierd wierd oldies.. laugh till i almost peng man.. what 热情的沙漠, 卡门, 康定情歌 etc etc.. couldn't really remember the rest.. after this warm up and 自high session, we all finally started singing.. aha.. and then the most memorable song was 姐妹 which jia ying picked specially for us.. (感动man.. crying le.. but then i think she personally wanted to sing this song.. aha..) me, jia ying and sheena were damn high lah.. treated the song like a personal concert or something like that.. keep shouting "把你的手借给我!!", "后面的大声一点!!" and i think in the middle of the song, i got hit by something (if i remember correctly) and i said i was hit by the light stick.. damn stupid.. shouting and laughing at the same time.. and this song takes so long to end.. keep repeating "你是我的姐妹,你是我的baby" all was waiting for it to stop so that we can finally stop laughing.. but it seems to take forever.. oh!! and throughout the song, layting and myrin were as cool as ever.. making the three of us look even more idiotic..
started to play blackjack with 10 cents for every turn.. myrin kept winning although she didn't know how to play.. this is called beginner's luck.. so overall, i think i won 20cents.. i think.. bought a pair of Giordano jeans from jia ying for 15 dollars (half price).. all because the pair of jeans expanded after washing.. and i miraculously could fit into that pair of jeans.. for goodness sake it was size 29!! i never had any size 29 pants in the past.. and we all left at 5.30 because jia ying wanted to play badminton at toa payoh.. aha..
met hui yong at bedok mrt station to go to san gu gu's house.. earlier on, he was at suntec city to buy a wedding gift for his friend.. his friend got married at a 18 years old.. at first i thought it was a shotgun marriage.. but no.. it was all because the groom's grandfather was very sick.. so in order to 冲喜 the family need to have some happy event - the marriage.. a bit shocked when i hear this.. i've always thought this kind of thing only happen in the past.. didn't expect this to happen in this era.. is it really okay to get marry at a mere 18?? won't the bride regret?? never mind.. hope the grandfather gets well and wish the bride a happy and blissful wedding!!
speaking of marriage.. some particular memory just appeared in my mind.. thought i had already let it go.. maybe that is the purpose of memories.. you just can't forget them.. and when something trigger your brain, these memories will just appear vividly in your mind.. ahaha.. suan le.. it's all over..
on the way to san gu gu's house in a taxi, we passed by tanah merah mrt station.. which meant that i had took a mrt ride from tanah merah mrt station to bedok mrt station and then took a taxi ride back to tanah merah station again.. wasting money man.. and this happened because i never went there by public transport before.. hai.. suan le..
upon reaching, saw my sister, wen xin and davinna singing in the living room.. and they asked me to sing!! i just came back from singing and my throat was already bursting.. but i still sang in the end.. and for duno what reason.. there were a lot of unfamiliar faces this year.. me and ah yong thought we had entered the wrong house in the beginning.. and also, this year there was no lion dance item.. maybe we had missed it as we were quite late.. maybe..
we reached home at 12.. it was counted quite early.. maybe we had nothing to do there.. zhi qian had went off earlier cuz we girls were occupied with singing.. and hui zhen was not there.. passed by the new underground expressway on the way home.. finally got the chance to do so.. kept bugging my father to drive me through the new expressway but he always didn't have the chance to do so... so i was quite happy throughout the ride.. aha.. crazy fella..
felt hungry when i reached home.. so i went to mac to buy something to eat at 1 am.. the road was damn dark and quiet man.. so in order to boost my confidence in walking the whole stretch of road, i plugged in my earphones and dash throughout the road.. and then i watched 欢喜来斗阵 till 4am.. i think i am really crazy..
thought i will be checking my emails for this night.. but i've found my set of princess hours and i am currently re-watching it right now.. so my unread emails has increased to 1116 now.. must check it before going to work.. if not i think i will just delete everything.. and while typing this post, i got frightened by a small piece of black sponge.. thought it was a beetle or cockcroach.. omg.. scary.. so i will be watching videos for the rest of the holidays..
♥blurzgal♥11:58 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
omg.. just finished organising my music files in my laptop.. didn't realised i have so many songs, albums and singers unknown.. so to make my music more accessible, i 've renamed all those unknown songs.. of course there are some which i totally gave up le(some wierd cantonese songs).. don't even understand what they are singing.. so i just left them alone..
so.. u guys want more lollipops?? i'll give!! ahaha.. people must think i'm crazy.. giving out lollipops on my blog.. but nevermind lah.. cuz i really want to know the name of this song.. so the first one to guess this song will get a lollipop from me!! ahah..
saw this speedtyping thing at qixia's blog.. so since i have nothing to do, i went to try it.. like the number of words i typed man.. so it's all fated i like 5566.. haha.. no link..
so for the rest of the day, i will be reformating my mp3!! cuz there is so much repeated songs -- results of synchronising and then changing the folder name and then synchronising the mp3 again.. damn irritated when you hear the songs twice in a row although you are listening in a shuffle all mode.. more work to be done!! and i will not sleep till the night.. this is to get my body clock adjusted.. cuz i'm slping earlier and earlier!! from 2-3am to 4,5,6 am!! what is this?!?! so i will make my self damn tired and then sleep early and wake up early for the rest of the holidays!! i'm so motivated for this particular holiday.. don't know why also.. maybe this is the process of growing up?? whatever.. just hope this holiday is not wasted!!
♥blurzgal♥4:06 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008
仁甫singing 难以抗拒你容颜.. only a small part.. this is what i mean by 实力派偶像歌手.. 天籁!!
ahaha.. damn long nv blog le.. reali very busy and tired for the past week.. (excuses nia lah.. hehe..) so i shall just list all activities in chronological order.. starting from the day after our exams..
01.02.2008.. went shopping @ far east, wisma atrium and takashimaya with jia ying and sheena.. why only the three of us?? because myrin pang seh us.. haha.. kidding lah.. after shopping with jia ying and sheena, met up with ming sheng, addison and hui ling @ amk hub to buy shaun's present and we shopped till all the shops are almost closed due to the fact that we meet up at 8pm.. so in the end we bought a pair of sunglasses and an over-sized shirt(in my opinion).. and then we proceed to shaun's house to pass him his bdae's present.. of course, we spent the rest of the time crapping about what had happened in sec 1 and 2 life.. we keep repeating the same thing over and over again whenever we are reminscing the past.. but never once did all these crap fail to make us laugh.. haha.. and we stayed till 12.30..
02.02.2008 reunion dinner with my grandmother!! (mother's side) couldn't go to the beatbox competition because of this.. and i've found out that ren fu and xie zhi sang xin ru dao ge LIVE.. haiz.. suan le.. it's all fate.. after reaching home, found out that wen xin(my cousin) wasn't allowed to go to the autograph session.. because of the reunion dinner (father's side).. and my auntie asked me not to go.. and of course.. none of her words entered my mind cause i was determined to go already(after missing the beatbox event)!! so i didn't care at all..
packed my room till 6am in the morning..the process was really horrendous.. at ard 4 am, a beetle appeared!! and i stared at the beetle for 15 MINUTES!! i was really crazy man.. realised i can't stand there for another 15 minutes so i find a box hoping to cover it so that it won't fly away.. aimed at the beetle and threw the box.. but my aiming was bad and it landed next to the beetle.. and i seriously think the beetle was blind.. cuz it walked around the box before continuing its way.. aha..
03.02.2008 woke up at 12 plus and chionged to 5566's autograph session.. sheena was already there lah.. and since i was alone she asked me to join her.. hesitated at first.. buden really a bit scary to queue alone cuz i didn't even know who was the last one.. the queue was a bit luan.. finally get to see them at ard 5.15.. THEY WERE DAMN SHUAI!! 白马王子.. aha.. after singing and dancing and answering questions, the autograph session finally starts.. the first to sign was shao wei, xie zhi, meng zhe and ren fu.. and when i finally got to step onto the stage, there was such a huge gap between me and sheena who's in front of me.. the 工作人员asked me to quickly walk in order to narrow the gap.. in the end i never even got to see xie zhi and meng zhe.. only shao wei and ren fu.. but the gap appeared because we each had 2 albums to sign and they thought we had one.. so because of this, my album was at the begininng of the table while i was at the end of the table with ren fu in front of me!! so i stood in front of him while he signed 4 albums.. omg.. so even though this time round i never got to see meng zhe and xiezhi and i never talk to them again i was damn happy!! ahaha..
after 5566-ing, meet up with my sister and chiong-ed home for reunion dinner.. don't really remember the events that happened after that.. my memories only ended at the point i stepped down the stage.. aha..
04.02.2008 met up with addison and hui ling at amk hub.. also met with maggie for some reason.. haha.. but in the end we went to s11 to eat instead.. nothing happened much lah.. haha..
05.02.2008 celebrate myrin and jackie's birthday at marina square.. ate at seoul garden cuz that was myrin's favourite!! after eating, we stoned for qutie a bit of time thinking of the next event.. after discussing, we decided to watch 27 dresses.. laughing all the way.. haha.. after everything, went to bishan junction 8.. saw yong rui, kian song, mayer and qing yuan there.. they were having their class dinner..
06.02.2008 went to cut my hair in the afternoon.. and it looked like i never went for a hair cut.. haha.. cuz i was thinking of re-bonding my hair.. couldn't cut it too short or too bao.. so what ever lah.. think i really wasted the money.. haha..
and it's new year time!! played mahjong on chu yi and er.. didn't really count whether i lose or not.. so what ever..
so this year's new year wasn't really happy for some reasons.. and really sorry to those who came my house on chu san.. hui ling, qi xia, huang yun, shu min, yong rui, kian song, wei zhi, ming sheng, wei xiong.. didn't expect my relatives to come and spoil the fun.. don't feel like elaborating.. and we went to watch ah long pte ltd.. we include me, wei xiong, hui ling, shu min, qi xia and addison.. bc addison.. went for the movie and never came to my house.. bc.. i was laughing throughout the movie buden the plot really quite stupid.. nan guai newspaper gave it 1 star nia.. so go watch a movie if you want to laugh and not a good story plot..
okay.. this post a bit long.. please bear with me.. its a collection of a week activities.. haha.. and for the lollipop, it goes to both sheena and carrie!! ahaha.. and please do watch 欢喜来斗阵!! It's really damn funny.. haha..
♥blurzgal♥11:59 PM
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